12.16.2002 :::
 
I feel heartsick tonight, but I'm not sure why. I had a good flight today, lunch with Josh, Neil, Ashley, and Natalie, and a fun conversation with Mel, yet my spirit is burdened. Each breath I take is difficult. My body fights to stay alive against the dead weight of my spirit, but I don't even understand why I am beseiged. All I know for sure is I miss Melissa more than I thought possible. It will be wonderful beyond description to see her again.

::: posted by Peter at 22:54